Countdown, mixed feeling

I am leaving back for Indonesia. It's been four years since I last saw Jakarta, and eight years since I visited Makassar, my hometown. Have been looking forward to come home. To places I love. To people I long for. Then enter... this mixed feeling: Graduation ceremonies yesterday and the day before, they were so ... -- can't find the word. Now, feel really sad to finally leave this campustown. And nice friends...